Lonely summer will tease you
When you’ll walk by her street
He’ll do so much to please you
When you’ll sink in his seat

You’ve had enough
You’ve had enough
You hate them all
Their evil laugh
You’ve had enough
You’ve had enough
Pain in your soul
All of this stuff

Evil thoughts will debauch you
When you’ll stand there alone
Empty spaces will squash you
When you’ll turn into stone

You’ve had enough
You’ve had enough
You hate them all
Their evil laugh
You’ve had enough
You’ve had enough
Pain in your soul
All of this stuff

And no one will disturb you
When you’ll lay there so dead
Nothing more will absorb you
Nothing more in your head

I started driving faster as I left the college behind. I didn’t know where I was going. Someplace Unoccupied I hoped. Home was gone. New York sucked.
I looked at my watch. It was noon. It seemed weird.<…>
‘I loved you’, I said to her the last time we were together.
I didn’t know it was going to be the last time. The two of us were downstairs, back at the party, and I looked at her face, her hair was combed back, her face still slightly flushed from the sex. There are things about her I will never forget…
I stopped at a phone booth near a liquor store. I pulled out a dime and a couple of phone numbers I had collected during the term from my wallet. I left the car running and got out. The sky was darkening even though it was still early afternoon; clouds were purple and black, undecided if they should snow or not. I wondered where to go. I decided against making any phone calls. I got back in my car. I haven’t changed.*

- quote taken from “The Rules Of Attraction” by Bret Easton Ellis.